Kid Cudi Reveals Struggles with Addiction in Memoir “Cudi”

Kid Cudi, the acclaimed artist known for his innovative approach to music, has unveiled his personal battles with depression and addiction in his debut memoir, titled “Cudi,” which is set for release on August 12, 2023. The 320-page autobiography offers readers an intimate look into his life, from his childhood in Cleveland to the pressures of fame that led to a near-fatal overdose.
In the memoir, Cudi, born Scott Mescudi, reflects on the challenges he faced as his career skyrocketed. His breakout single, “Day ’N’ Nite,” and the subsequent success of his debut album, “Man on the Moon: The End of Day,” positioned him as a prominent figure in contemporary music. While his songs often captured feelings of alienation, the underlying struggles he experienced remained largely hidden—until now.
An excerpt published by GQ reveals a particularly harrowing moment in Cudi’s life. He describes a night spent crawling on the floor of his Tribeca apartment, feeling both high and desperate, and believing he might not survive. “I couldn’t make sense of what was plaguing me,” he writes, detailing how the overwhelming pressures of fame drove him toward cocaine usage. Cudi explains that he sought solace in isolation, using drugs as a way to cope with the reality of his celebrity status.
Cudi’s memoir goes on to explore the aftermath of that pivotal night, detailing the emotional turmoil and the industry’s impact on his mental well-being. He notes that the challenges of fame exacerbated his feelings of loneliness, making it increasingly difficult to navigate his personal relationships and creative output.
“It was wreaking havoc on my life, creatively and personally,” Cudi writes, illustrating the deep emotional conflict he faced as his dreams clashed with reality. The memoir documents not only his struggles but also his journey towards recovery and stability, echoing the deeply personal themes found in his music.
As Cudi prepares to share his story, he continues to resonate with many fans who have faced similar challenges. His openness about mental health and addiction contributes to a broader conversation about these critical issues, encouraging others to seek help and support.
The release of “Cudi” promises to offer a poignant narrative that blends the lines of artistry and autobiography, further solidifying Kid Cudi’s place as a vital voice in music and mental health advocacy.